Because

I waited for so long, then you showed me you were the one..
I gave you my heart right from the very start, so everytime you lied, I knew inside..
I was hurting, I was broken, I stayed so long and so thats why you didnt think that I knew wrong..
Its all because I loved you, I held you, I believed you, you're all what I needed..
You left me a heart ache, how much more could I take?
With every things that made me cry, I still gave you more..
I should've given up when I had enough but I stayed too long,
because I LOVED YOU :')

Shattered

My mood darkened, my day were ruined.. I'm here with my tears falling down, nobody seems to really care. Nobody seems to realize what I've been through..
It's not supposed to be this way, but why..
I used to be smilling although it's hurting me inside but I can't stand this anymore, tears please fall, fall even more. I've been too strong. No more hopes, but you used to light them up again, again.. Where are you now when I needed you the most?
Silent seems to be loud, eyes were burnin, it tells a different story. She's taking a wrong step, try to turn back....
With all the strength she've got, trying the best to not be in pain, she finally take those broken heart and throw. Guess it's the only way to make day grow. Please dont felt sorry, because time's the one who let this go..
It's not because I don't care, its because they don't..
Being in love, yet lonely, still want it so much. It actually make her felt like she's becoming one with other person but now she realized, she's getting near feeling up to bad.

Eyes closed, end up brutally disappointed, more alone than ever..
The hope she'd held on to all those times, shattered.