Too much to tell

Ive got a lot to say all in my head.

Im weak, Im tired. And cold.

Refa zawanah Too much stories to tell but had no one to share with.

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I cant find myself. I dont know who I am :'(

I dont know what I want and what I need. Im lost, Ya Allah..

I hate mylife but I know I have to move on and not to give up..

Besfriends, I really hope that they can hear my stories like I always did to them. Be a good listener and advicer. Where were them when I need them the most? :(

Mom, I dont feel like I can share my stories with you anymore, Im confused. I dont know, it feels like you never know how I actually feel :'(

Dad, I guess you never wanted to treat me like Im your own daughter.

I had no one,

I dont write diaries and I only share my secrets with Tommy; My beloved cat.

Im still young to face all of this, I just wanna have fun :'(

Too much problems stucked in my head and I burried all the emotions by myself and let it hurt me.

Now tell me how can I handle all of those. Im not strong enough.

Well I guess, its time to face the truth.

Im a poor girl, and its just me against this world. Just me.

No one needs me cause Im all useless.

Everything seemed perfect and clear. Then it all changed.

I cant do this anymore../ :(